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The face that is glimpsed en filigrane, is not the face of a known person: it is not the named, conditioned, contingent person who enacts the social roles he or she has been assigned, nor is it the person he or she conceals beneath the mask. What is revealed is a verb rather than a noun, a space rather than an object, a possibility rather than a fact. The best example of this, in poetry, is the love poem. A naïf reader always assumes that a love poem is necessarily addressed to a person (either openly, or in secret). Yet this is rarely the case, even when the poet says it is: it is love that the poem loves, not the seeming object of that love, just as it is love that we love when we say we are in love (for love is always an imagined and willed fact, it is never the mere accident that the romantic tradition insists upon). The creation of a love poem is, more often than not, the creation of a space: the love poem says that, between any one person and another, there is nothing except the space in which they both appear to exist, and in which they both may vanish. In this sense, a love poem is the essential poem, the "abstract" poem, as it were. All love poems are, in themselves, abstract: the addressed beloved is a pretext for the self-forgetting in which art begins. Love is willed as a poem is willed, not by force but by the moment of surrender. We fall in love, and we write, by surrendering to a power which is not our own; love and the poem are imagined facts, and imagination is the act of forgetting oneself &emdash; one's expectations and masks &emdash; and allowing the full play of possibility. So it is that, in love and in art, we say: I am free, I do not need to be anyone in particular, and I do not ask you to be anyone that I necessarily recognise.I only wish for the moment in which we are both free. So the poem "In Transylvania", an abstract love poem, begins with the impulse to say: the Bible story is wrong, Adam and Eve should have named the animals together, as a form of play, rather than an act of classification. But it ends in the simple fact of the names, and the play of conversation: the names are written in my body, and they are written in your body, but they existed before the selves we seem to be ever existed. If the soul is anything it is this: the one I was, that you were, before we had these faces, these masks, these names. So it is that, in love, we remember our souls, in the moment of self-forgetting. So it is that, in a conversation, each of us takes turns to disappear, in order to listen to the other. So it is that, in a poem, the poet vanishes, absolved of the need to exist.
IN TRANSYLVANIA
I wanted to know the name of every plant - not Latin, or Linnaeus' gold taxonomies; nothing scientific; nothing fixed; but local words for fogged veronicas amongst the grass; for lilacs that flower in clouds along a wall and melt into the dark for miles around while we sit talking, sleepless, mystified; for kingcups; plums; Egyptian lotuses; for baize leaves stilled with frogs, and flowers forming in the mud like pleated skins; names you might give to newborn children, or the way the darkness seeps like ink between the trees: more blue than black, more revelation, making sense of how it aches in the quietest way when I try to find a name for this: the not-quite blue-black in your eyes that never stops beginning; or the moment of your voice which is nothing like bells, or rain, or the bated air that fills the chiming towns, on Easter days. |